Ever get tired of being tired? Not sleepy tired, but just tired. Tired of the way things are, tired of the way things aren't. Just tired. Well, that is where I am tonight. I feel as though my life is just one big period of limboness. Is that a word? I will be turning 25 this year and I feel as though I have not hit any mile stones in my life. I am just beginning to figure out what I want to do with my life, but I am not dating nor anywhere near it. I thought I would have achieved more by this time in life. I had always pictured my life differently and it is not at all what I had imagined for myself. By this time, I would have been married with kids or with a kid on the way. But I remain single and alone with no one to share my life with. It is a deep burning desire I have - to share my life with someone else and it has yet to be fulfilled. I know that God has someone for me, but in all honesty, I get scared. Scared that I will never marry and I will be alone for the rest of my life. I know the Lord loves me too much and I feel that my desire is a God given one. "For it was not good for man to be alone." I just pray and hope that verse applies to me as well.